Wednesday 19 June 2013

safely arrived

Assalamualaikum readers..

Alhamdulillah..the lonely journey to kelantan had safely arrived,.extreme ruponya drive sensorang tnpa ada org di sebelah..sebelom ni drive sorang pon..farah ada kt sebelah..ade gak leh ckp2..

Memandangkn pjalanan melalui hutan dan bukit bukau.,haruslh no radio signal..fuhh..nasib baik ada phone corby..leh gak jd peneman di Saat2 ngantuk..melalak sorang2 dlm kereta..tp mcm klasik je rasa..dan mula la terpikir..ni kna bli cd ltak dlm kete..tp masa tu jelah..dah x drive lalu bukit bukau..x hingin pon beli cd..hohoho..ayat cover..padahal xdo duit sgt nk beli cd2 bagai tu..lg pon mmbazir jekkk...kta hafiz, my ex opismate..zila burn jelah cd..ambik lgu dlm laptop..kikikiki..itu lg satu hal..bukan zila reti pon nk bakar2 cd tu..ehiks..xreti nk burn cd mksud zila...

Btw..da selamat sampai klntn ni mksudnye bermula lah rest in peace for two weeks..jom kitee enjoy♥♥♥♥♥

Tuesday 18 June 2013

good bye to all..

Assalamualaikum readers..

Today is my last at VIC..after all, it was a great feeling to be there for almost six months..i did learn a lot of things, i knew new friends..i gained how to deal with people..gave them path away for their future..but somehow..too much challenge which is unreasonable to face with does not make sense....how..only me..my superman..my brother n mum knew it..hihihi..so why not i am looking for new opportunity ahead..

This is The circle of life..we will meet people yet one day we will be apart from them..sad, but no worry..we will meet new people again..new environment..there is a little worry but i dare to challenge myself..i am a bit afraid, yet i do believe in Him..He is always with me, no matter what..

Good bye to all my beloved friends at VIC..absolutely i will miss them..but betwEen me and them..we have different vision n mission in life..

To all my students there..i wish u all, best of luck in your study..may u succeed with flying colours..

Feels like crying..but onLy the  inner feeling..

Dear readers..please pray for me too...new experience will begin soon..:)

For now..balik kg dulu..meet my beloved mother..my dearest abg n kak ipar..my cutest kitten..rest in peace for two weeks..hihihihi..
First of july..new journey begins..

Ok..nite to all♡♡♡♡..

Thursday 13 June 2013

kenangan terakhir..

Assalamualaikum Readers..

Sihat semua...me..doing good except for emotional unstable..hahaha..ntah ape yg xstabil pon zila xtau..

Today is the second last day at VIC..erm...hearts bleeding inside.,,why n why...

Tapi kisah emosi x stabil itu hnya di permukaan saje..there was one thing happened yesterday..mcm kelakar yet sebenarnye menyusahkn semua orang..

Petang smlm, zila naik surau atas nk slt asar..ingt nk slt kt umah, tp opismate ajak minum..so settle kn dulu kewajipan..dah ciap slt, nk kuar la dari surau..tetibe pintu surau xleh buka..oit2...dah berdebar rasa..dah la tingkat atas dah xde student..dah pukul 6 lebih..diorang pon dah balik..handphone lak dlm handbag dlm opis...ermmm..mcm mna nie?..terfikir dlm ati..semua org xtau pon zila kt mna..jeng2,.zila cuba buat bising kt pintu..try buka kuat2..tp x berjaya...erm...tetibe..kedengaran org dr luar try buka pintu..Alhamdulillah..rupanye ada sorang lg yg x balik..miss panimalar, lecturer exam unit..bilik dia sebelah surau..

Dia tnya..siapa ada kt dlm..zila jawab la..zila kat dalam..pintu kunci..pastu dia kata..kejap sy turn ambik kunci...tgu2..tetibe dengar suara uma the accountant, dr indhira the principal, dr gopi, seri, hafiz, uncle guard n ain..haha..ramainye yg naik atas,.sempat lg my bos kata..zila..u stay inside until tomorrow..sakila went back..we dont have key..sempat lg diorang gelak2 kt luar..erm...sebenarnye kunci ada..try buka ngan kunci xdpt..pintu tu dah rosak..mcm2 cara diorg try semalam..guna card, guna playar..hohoho..tp x berjaya..

Kt blakang surau ada tingkap..tp tingkap tu tinggi sgt zila xleh panjat..kalau bleh pnjt, bleh kuar dr situ, pnjat balik guna tingkap bilik miss panimalar..uma ckp..zila..u panjat la..zila kta xbleh...then dr indhira said...asked zila to wait..wait..

Rupa2nya kekuncian zila dlm bilik surau tu mndpt perhatian abg maintenance dr mna ntah..tetibe je hero muncul..hahaha..zila ckp uma..uma..pgilkn bomba la...extreme kan...abang tu kerja kt mna pon zila xtau, xpenah tgok muka dia pun..abang tu pnjat ikut bilik miss panimalar..masuk kot tngkap surau..susah oooo..tgok dia pnjt..kesian pon ada..dia yg laki pon susah nk pnjt..mahu zila nk pnjat..mmg xla...

Mula2..lpas da pnjat..dia ckp kt zila don't panic..hihi..zila xtau la zila panic ke x..lbih kpd malu sebenarnye..sbb susahkn ramai org..dia kopakkan tombol tu satu2..susah juga..pastu zila tgok dia buat tu..dia tgok zila..dia senyum..hahaha..ntah ape yg difikir tu..mesti dia kata..comei jugak budak ni...mcm budak kecik..suka nyibok org buat kerja...hahhahaha,.sempat lg buat lawak bongek ye zila...

Lpas dah kopak satu2,..maka konpem la rosak tombol tu..dah buka pintu tu..semua org kt luar tu senyum..zila serius malu..tp zila ckp...thanks to semua..minta maaf sbb susahkn semua org...hikikhikik..mkanye..lpas tu zila turun bwah..bca2 what's app, bhavani ckp dia dah blik.mungkin lma sgt dia tgu kat kdai tu..minum petang xjd..mesti dia mrah..zila kta nk solat dulu..tp sampai sudah x turun...hohoho...zila bgtau dia..zila terkunci dlm surau...

Sekian...kenangan manis hri2 terakhir d opis..rosakkan pintu surau dan terkunci dlm surau...

Friday 7 June 2013

bukan dia..

Assalamualaikum Readers..

Well..first of all, minta maaf kpada sesiapa yg merindui zila..wah gitu kn...dah lma zila x tulis blog..sebok ke?...haah.....sebok2 sangat;-p..

Penah x jmpe org lelaki yg solat pd hari jumaat saje..ye..solat jumaat je dia solat..ish2..ape nk jd kn..tapi bukan kisah dia y zila nk cerite..

Zila just nk coretkn di sini..ujian dlm alam pekerjaan sentiasa zila hadapi..sedih sgt2 rasa..tp kna kuatkn semangat..n smlm zila telah decide utk buat kputusan yg bru dlm hidup ni..yessss...looking for new job and opportunity...konfem dpt ke zila?....erm..xtau..yg penting kita usaha dulu..

Doakn zila for oncoming interview my beloved readers..i need blessing from Him too..feeling lost sometimes..:(..but i never lose hope..keep on trying..;)