Assalamualaikum readers....(do i have readers?..hope so)..
xpe kalo xda orang baca..just nak meluahkan kesedihan dihati......
As a fresh graduate, it is kind of routine for me to seek for a job...but till now..i can say that i wasn't too lucky to get what i dream of...
this is how my story begins.......
last few weeks, i attended the interview at one of the private universities in Malaysia..somehow i felt quite excited since i have applied for so many positions before, yet nobody call me for the interview..so, before the day of the interview, i prepared quite a few things which all people do before the interview, perhaps...for example...search the details of the company, prepared updated resume, took new photos and so on...during the day of the interview, i did not go for work though the interview was in the evening..kind of exciting may be..
during the interview session, i felt quite nervous..it is normal right, to feel so...my last question to the interviewer, how soon can i know whether i get this job or not..then she replied, early October..so i walked out from the room with fullest hope in my mind that i will get the job..(over confident)..everyday i hope that someone will call me, telling me that i get this job...that's why la i didn't get the job..orang cakap...jangan over cofident..hehe...kan dah xdapat...
nak tau macam mana zila tau zila xdapat job tu....jeng..jeng..jeng...i have friend who work there..last night she asked me whether i received any replied from the HR..i said no..then she told me, the new trainee will start on 15 October, meaning to say next week..so..confirm la..zila xdapat...
Sempat juga nangis sikit masa..solat dhuha pagi tadi...sedih gak la..nape xdpat keje tu..masa tebiu ok je jawab soalan yang ditanya..
Erm..xpelah..mungkin rezeki zila bukan kat U tu...so for the time being, zila akan truskan my old job as a research assistant kat UIA...
Perjalanan hidup zila masih jauh..kalau panjang umur...Insyaallah panjang umur...to be truth zila memang sedih sebab xdapat kerja tu..lupa nak mentioned position yang zila apply tu as Graduate Executive Trainee...
Tapi sebagai seorang yang belajar Psikologi...zila tau macam mana nak memotivasikan diri sendiri..yang penting kita usaha..Mungkin Allah xbagi kita bende yang kita nak..tapi Allah akan gantikan benda lain yang lebih baik untuk kita..Jangan putus harapan ya Siti Nazila Ismail....
One thing that i really hope...Hope my mum will understand about this thing when i tell her that i didn't get this job..Mak mana nak tengok anak dia xberjaya..Mak mana yang x sentiasa berdoa untuk anaknya..Maafkan la Mek...mungkin ini ujian, dugaan dari ALLAH untuk la..Semoga La diberi kekuatan untuk trus berusaha dan mencapai kejayaan dalam hidup ni...Doakan La ya Mek..
To my mek, I am sorry..till now..La belum lagi dapat berbakti pada Mek macam anak2 orang lain yang da berjaya dalam hidup mereka..Insyaallah..tiba masanya la akan bahagiakan Mek juga...Amin...
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